At least I think so.

I'm so pissed off though, I must have written hundreds of good poems, but I don't know where they are..


Fuck me, please.

I may occasionally write in this, but I did start a new journal on journalspace.

I'm going to write in it often

The Url is [link]

I've been cigarette free since Saturday, 11:59 PM. I'm fiending, but I have the will power not to have one. I regret qustarting so bad, t's the worst thing in the world.

I did plan on quitting, but I needed that one spark of inspiration, Thanks Chris :-*

Anyway, how annoying is it when drunk people start IM'ing you and mispelling everything they say. (Christyn knows what I'm talking about, I <3 You lol)

Andd if you are fucked up enough to the point where you can't type, find something better to do then bug everyone!

Lou : No grudges, you are my nikka.

Today was GREAT.

This Saturday was one of the most Saturday's I've had in a long time. From the start of my day to the end was awsome and hilarious.

I woke up at 9 AM and left to see Monsters Inc on Ice at 11:30 AM. The show was reallly cute and I had good time there. Fran and Christyn were making fun of me because I got scared of the monsters lol :-p

There was also this little kid, who I thought wa s a girl that sat behind us. Mother F'r kept screaming "Hi Boo!", and made me feel as if I needed new ear drums or something. Damn kid!

After that, I went to Park ave to get my "hands" painted at a "face" painting stand lol. It was so cute, Fran drew a snowfalke on my right hand, and Christyn drew a heart with an arrow through it on my left.

After that, I decided to hang out and help them paint, so I did.. and I fucked up a few kids faces. I drtew a druggie smiley face, and a shark instead of a dolphins. As well as a bunch of shitty trees lol.

After that Chris and I hung out and had fun playing chess and watching tv and stuff.

Then me Christyn, Pat, and Fran went ice skating. It was hialrious. I almost fell a couple times.. well I actually did once ol. Busted my ass, but this ghetto mofo helped me up.

Fran and Chris fell, and I "rescued" them. lol

We got lost going there, and on the way back, but it was all good and fun.

Afterwords we played Nintendo and relaxed..

Great Day.

Roy - Great Journal Entry you got there =/

Today was soooooo long. I woke up fine, went to school fine, went through school ok, took a couple tests which I think I did alright on. Maybe not the English test but the C++ and the precalc test I think I did okay on.

The rest of the day seemed just so long.

School went on, I came home. I came home, I went to sleep. I woke up at around 6:00. But I wasn't myself. I woke up in this weird, restless, upset mood. It's past 7:30 right now and I still don't feel too great.

There is absolutely nothing to be upset about, maybe it's the weather. Maybe I look into things too much.

This weather is type relaxing though, I must admit. I'm in my room right now, it's really dark, I have music playing softly and my window is WIDE open. There is this cool breeze circulating and it feels so nice, not to mention the sound of rain drops literally sounding like I was sititng outside. SO yeah, it's kind of nice.

I feeel really worn out, I shouldn't though.

Oh well, I'm looking forward to tommorow. I plan on relaxing with Christyn.

I'm going to go take another nap, hopefully wake up feeling different.